What the hell happened? Wasn't I just complaining to you when we met about what a hassle changing your last name is? And now I'm sitting here in disbelief, knowing full well if you were to ask me to marry you, I would change it without question, after saying yes of course.
Wait a minute, did I just write that? Didn't I also say that I didn't think I would ever consider marriage again? You have completely turned me upside down, inside out, and lifted me higher than I've ever felt before. We've talked about soul mates and life partners - what those are; and I really hope we are both of those things to each other. We've joked about being 90 and still holding hands or doing a little frisky butt grabbing in public. I want all of that and I want it with you.
While we were saying our 2 hour + good byes last night, I stared into your eyes. The hope that I never lose faith or trust in you burned through my consciousness and I then made a decision. Whether or not Marriage is in our future, I decided YOU are the man I will love as my soul mate and life partner. I'm all in. I'm yours. I can't even fathom I could ever love another man as much as I love you. I want to serve you in our relationship such that our love is always growing stronger. Before you get weirded out by my use of the words "serve you", in my mind service of this type is intrinsically rewarding for not only you and I too, but our families. The health of our relationship allows other relationships to also benefit from the strong core of our love.
Corny/cheesy? Yes. Do I believe it like I've never believed anything before? Yes. I'll say it again, What the hell happened? It's like suddenly everything I once had faith in but was let down by in some way has suddenly come back to life and is restored.
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