At the same time we hit the 30 day mark, my Dad has moved in. Calling each other boyfriend and girlfriend is also another milestone. Blissful is the word that comes to mind when I think about how I feel when we are together, when we are talking on the phone or texting and even when I'm just thinking about you. And I get to call you my boyfriend! Somebody pinch me... no wait... don't pinch me... I don't want to wake up.
I keep wondering whether or not I've felt this much intensity for someone before. I know I've been in love in the past and I'm telling myself that those times must have also felt like this and it's just that this experience is so fresh and rewarding after disappointing dates with numerous previous suitors. But part of me questions my rationalizing and downplaying of what is, quite honestly, the best feeling I've had for someone that I can recall, ever!
Will this wind down over time? Can it sustain if it's nurtured? Do I know how to nurture it? I never would have imagined a person could be this blissful and full of energy inside where you feel like you are going to explode with pure joy because you can't possibly handle this powerful emotion.
You're so real, so calming, accepting, perfect to me with your imperfections. More please :-)
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